tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2098877608460821241.post8801544692797313964..comments2024-01-07T04:24:16.936-05:00Comments on :: return of light: no faith in yourself.Cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17291761842525882686noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2098877608460821241.post-83042967937649548532012-06-28T15:25:10.152-04:002012-06-28T15:25:10.152-04:00"Whatever. It's the same old existential ..."Whatever. It's the same old existential angst that I thought was claimed and conquered during my teenage years. But, no, it's my default setting, coming back to haunt me. Made for some mortifyingly awesome, moony high-school-lit-mag poetry, but it's not really so conducive to adult life."<br /><br />I seriously, SERIOUSLY had this same revelation over the past week or so, over similar things. We need to chat (not poolside, haha) stat.Sarahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02623614661505367412noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2098877608460821241.post-9999036708219887602012-06-25T20:37:49.151-04:002012-06-25T20:37:49.151-04:00but you used the phrase "check back in" ...but you used the phrase "check back in" with your therapist. i think thats progress. why cant you go back for small boosts to bridge the cracks that are still there. and it does sound like they are cracks and not gaping canyons. that is a good thing right?<br /><br />also, you said "We had an epically terrible first couple days, though, thankfully, I don't think any of our consumers would agree with that." you don't think ANY would agree with that? sounds like you had enough mad skills to keep the real shit from hitting the fan, and that is a skill indeed. you seem deeply committed to what you do, and to doing it damn well. it sucks to realize you can't do it all, be it all, and control it all, but it sounds like at least you can manage the damage control. now you get to focus on the delegating skills. :)amwhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11985306870303392447noreply@blogger.com